I’m scaring myself.
I have spent the last oh, 6-8 weeks so on the fence about competing again. In the last two days I don’t know what has happened. I got my focus back. I am literally completely transformed in my mind. I’ve got a plan and I’m not going to fall down along the way. There are so many parties and events in the next weeks, but that never stopped me before, right? Screw the cupcakes and the cookies!
So friends, what have to been on the fence about and need to get down on one side and go for it? Do it now. Make a decision. Stand firm and don’t be wishy washy. Here I am to tell you, it feels kinda crappy to be in that middle “what should I do” spot. I was thinking too much about the expense and not enough about what I am capable of all on my own. I can do this without a trainer and fancy supplements that I really don’t even know if the actually do anything or not. What better way to know that this is ALL me. I’m my own trainer. Food is my supplement and my mind is strong.
Here we go. Are you ready?
September 13th, 2008 at 2:55 pm
Okay, I’m quitting Monday and I’m going to start doing freelance for 6-12 months before I open my own agency/shared-workplace in Ventura.
Similarly, it’s going to be a rough few months - in the end, we’ll both be winners.
Anyone need a website?
September 16th, 2008 at 9:04 pm
You go girl! Stick to your goals!
September 17th, 2008 at 8:55 pm
I read this post over the weekend and was like ….yeah…yeah…I’m doing it…I’ve been trying to get over my insecurities and sign up for a dualthon (that’s a run, bike, run) in santa barbara. I’ve been kindvof training for it….and then reading that post….I’m gonna not only train like I’m doing it….I’m gonna register! I’m getting excited!
so thanks:)
September 17th, 2008 at 9:26 pm
That’s so cool! I’m so excited for both of you! When is it, Alli?